Exact after one week of my grand mother’s passing day, I am writing this blog. I lost my dear grand mother, Subadhra on the last Thursday, 28th June 2007 at 7 pm. She was 82 years of old. We are shocked off her sad demise, and yet we can’t believe that she was away from us. She was died of a sudden heart attack that happened in the past evening of Wednesday, 27th June.
For me she was everything. From her I learned the lessons of kindness, love, affection, solitude, etc to a lot. I never heard any kind of bad words from her mouth. She was loveable for the neighborhood. The power of love she poured was energetic. She cared me very much. Never had she talked rude, rather she keeps enormous love towards us. When I was with her I like to hear the fairy tales and the past livings. She loves to talk the past, about how they lived, the surroundings, the nature, the food they prepared, neighborhood love irrespective of cast or religion etc. I am a keen listener and I put into my memory. So next time I can remember and my memories up to date. I remember it’s worth listening her saying. Only she talks little in a very low, loving voice. Seldom has she speak a lot, only when she is in the midst of her dear and near ones. I noticed several times she has the habit of absconding. She owns a great heart and broad mind.
Some days before her demise, my mind was restless. An inner voice talking to me in times that she has to go to the place of love in the near future. Surprisingly my brother also have the same insight. Couple of days before he had had a conversation with her in the night time. In that he talked about her what is death and why it’s fruitful. And on the Wednesday when she was in high pain she tried to smile a lot. That’s makes paining us a lot.
Incidentally it had happened. No one can resist her from the last fate.
"You are in our hearts,
You are in our thoughts,
And,
Your memories make us alive."
For me she was everything. From her I learned the lessons of kindness, love, affection, solitude, etc to a lot. I never heard any kind of bad words from her mouth. She was loveable for the neighborhood. The power of love she poured was energetic. She cared me very much. Never had she talked rude, rather she keeps enormous love towards us. When I was with her I like to hear the fairy tales and the past livings. She loves to talk the past, about how they lived, the surroundings, the nature, the food they prepared, neighborhood love irrespective of cast or religion etc. I am a keen listener and I put into my memory. So next time I can remember and my memories up to date. I remember it’s worth listening her saying. Only she talks little in a very low, loving voice. Seldom has she speak a lot, only when she is in the midst of her dear and near ones. I noticed several times she has the habit of absconding. She owns a great heart and broad mind.
Some days before her demise, my mind was restless. An inner voice talking to me in times that she has to go to the place of love in the near future. Surprisingly my brother also have the same insight. Couple of days before he had had a conversation with her in the night time. In that he talked about her what is death and why it’s fruitful. And on the Wednesday when she was in high pain she tried to smile a lot. That’s makes paining us a lot.
Incidentally it had happened. No one can resist her from the last fate.
"You are in our hearts,
You are in our thoughts,
And,
Your memories make us alive."
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