Friday, December 28, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
The last Jew in Vinnitsa
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
In fond memory of Sebastian
Sebastian who was my dear friend passed away on a rainy day of October 3, 2004.
Loving you always..
Friday, September 28, 2007
Monday, August 20, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Ring
I got a call, when I was reached at the end of the world.
Neither it the land nor the sea, but a tranquility of the both.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Scent of Rain
The lights were blinking in the eve of an unusual Sunday early June. The holy cow, she was wandering next to the banyan tree shaking her tail gently, mourning in a low voice expecting the arrival of an unusual guest. The leaves were whirling with the winds of fragrance. Can you see the flowers of hopes? All are waiting for your arrival. Again thoughts and sizzling of a beautiful rainy season that brings us the most precious times in our lives.
I become a child of the innocent dreams of endless. You are everything for me. You are the daughter of the seas, the clouds your mother and the earth your dream. You become the hopes of many in your varying stages. You are the theme for the poets and writers. When you touches the ground what is your kind of feeling? Is it the satisfaction and completion of a lengthy and endless journey? What is the motivation for you to travel so long?
At last you come to my mind with a handful of dreams. Whether it’s the daytime or the night, I am fond of you. I watch your beauty in your varying forms. Sometimes you are not that cool, the drops of tiny and when you with the wind you like to pour in an en changing way. And you are the most beautiful with the bold drops of heaven. Sometimes you sing the melody of an eternal music. That makes the real part of my own dreams and thoughts. Shall I lend the precious moments from you? I don’t know whether you like it or not? Still I have the lust inside me.
It's now full of water in front of me. And you were still with the drum beats. May I put my legs beneath into the fresh streams? So that I can run, slow first, and then be in speed. Will you follow me up to there, alone, where my dreams going to perish?
Hope for a real change…
With love you The scent of rain.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Jeena Yahan Marna Yahan - Mera Naam Joker
This song is dedicated to my dear grand mother, she is away from me, far too far.
Loving you Amma.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Gloomy Thursday
For me she was everything. From her I learned the lessons of kindness, love, affection, solitude, etc to a lot. I never heard any kind of bad words from her mouth. She was loveable for the neighborhood. The power of love she poured was energetic. She cared me very much. Never had she talked rude, rather she keeps enormous love towards us. When I was with her I like to hear the fairy tales and the past livings. She loves to talk the past, about how they lived, the surroundings, the nature, the food they prepared, neighborhood love irrespective of cast or religion etc. I am a keen listener and I put into my memory. So next time I can remember and my memories up to date. I remember it’s worth listening her saying. Only she talks little in a very low, loving voice. Seldom has she speak a lot, only when she is in the midst of her dear and near ones. I noticed several times she has the habit of absconding. She owns a great heart and broad mind.
Some days before her demise, my mind was restless. An inner voice talking to me in times that she has to go to the place of love in the near future. Surprisingly my brother also have the same insight. Couple of days before he had had a conversation with her in the night time. In that he talked about her what is death and why it’s fruitful. And on the Wednesday when she was in high pain she tried to smile a lot. That’s makes paining us a lot.
Incidentally it had happened. No one can resist her from the last fate.
"You are in our hearts,
You are in our thoughts,
And,
Your memories make us alive."
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Smasty tagged me for a meme!
Here's the rules:
Each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about themselves. People who are tagged need to write their own blog with their 7 things as well as these rules. You need to tag 7 others and list their names on your blog. Remember to leave a comment for them letting them know they have been tagged and to read your blog.
1. I feel I am running in dreams..
2. I do like to hear fairy tales from my grandmothers.
3. My favorite time pass is reading books of diverse subjects. I never like to hang up on a particular one.
4. I wonder why I am here.
5. I love the drama, too cute.
6. I wish one day the daffodils will come in my dreams.
7. Blue and white are my colors.
Now---who to hit? I will hit "Sulingfei" with this tag.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Knowledge
Friday, May 11, 2007
Past, Present, Future
Friday, May 04, 2007
My Dream

Mata Amritanandamayi
Thursday, April 26, 2007
The Feeling of Difference
It’s a festival of many, festival of lights, sounds, music, color, togetherness, love, compassion, flowers, devotion, etc. How can I describe “The Feeling of Difference”?
The pooja’s conducted in front of the Kali makes each a divine feeling. The devotees participated in worships with utmost concentration and I think they get the result in return at once.
Many cultural programs staged in these 3 important days.
1st day it’s the time for the drama named ‘Muthappan’, by Kozhikode Sankeerthana. A high pitched classical ancient historical drama which owns about 42 awards in different categories. I watched it with a keen interest. Though I am craze about the live theatre.
2nd day we have eared for the voice of living legend Shri. Kedamangalam Sadanandan, well known story teller (Kadhaprasangam) in Malayalam language. While going through ‘Karnan’, an important character in the famous Indian epic Mahabharata, we can feel we are with Karnan and the old Indian heritage. After the story telling I met him in person and talked with Sadanandan master. It was a great opportunity for me. Though he is around 83 years of age still powerful in his art form and talks and his excellent memories. No doubt he is a versatile genius.
Last was the day for classical music and dance. A 7th standard girl named Niya Joy’s first stage program was conducted. She has a thrilling voice. She secured many prizes and won many competitions. She started from low tempo and reached the high at the end of the concert. The magnificent dance performance by Amalu Shaji and Prathibha Kalamandalam brings the audience on to the horizons.
I took part in these sacred days actively. I wandered temple premises most of the times alone. Its my wish and it happened!
Friday, April 20, 2007
Thursday, April 19, 2007
The Monk who sold his Ferrari
The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari is the story of Julian Mantle, a superstar lawyer whose out-of-balance lifestyle leads him to an almost fatal heart attack in a packed courtroom. His physical collapse brings on a spiritual crisis that forces him to confront the condition of his life and seek answers to life’s most important questions. Hoping to find happiness and fulfilment, he embarks upon an extraordinary odyssey to an ancient culture, where he discovers a powerful system to release the potential of his mind, body and soul, and learns to live with greater passion, purpose and peace. Blending the spiritual wisdom of the East with the success principles of the West, this inspiring tale shows you a pathway for living with greater courage, balance, abundance and joy.
A must read book.
Author: Robin Sharma
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
LCR import and Bacardi RUM
I have completed the LCR importing of W01, W03, W05, E01 and E03 carrier’s. A hectic task was successfully completed.
Thanks to Georg my colleague for providing me the right directions.
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Never miss any opportunity when you are feeling happiness and satisfaction away from your materialistic life.
Consumption of RUM is never injurious to health because,
RUM is: Regular Use like Medicine.
hahaha
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
Death's Pale Flag
Death that hath suck'd the honey of thy breath
Hath had no power yet upon thy beauty.
Thou art not conquer'd. Beauty ensign yet
Is crimson in thy lips and in thy cheeks,
And Death's pale flag is not advanced there.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Uphill by Christina Rossetti
Yes, to the very end.
Will the day's journey take the whole long day?
From morn to night, my friend.
But is there for the night a resting-place?
A roof for when the slow dark hours begin.
May not the darkness hide it from my face?
You cannot miss that inn.
Shall I meet other wayfarers at night?
Those who have gone before.
Then must I knock, or call when just in sight?
They will not keep you standing at that door.
Shall I find comfort, travel-sore and weak?
Of labour you shall find the sum.
Will there be beds for me and all who seek?
Yea, beds for all who come.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Reflections
Monday, April 02, 2007
The Man of Tao
Without replying on others
And doesnot pride himself
On walking alone
While he doesnot follow the crowd.
He won't complain of those who do
Rand and reward
Make no appeal to him
Disgrace and shame
Do not deter him."
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Dream
But DREAM is the thing which does not let you sleep".
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
A bit like running in dreams
But my limbs aren't moving and I am not moving".
Monday, March 26, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
The Seventh Surprise
"What surprises you the most, about mankind?"
God replied.
"They lose their health to make money and then, lose their money to restore their health.
By thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present.
Such that, they live neither for the present nor for the future.
They live as if they will never die and they die, as if they had never lived."
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Monday, March 12, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007
Addicted to pogo
Now I am craze on pogo programs. After my office I used to and like to watch the pogo channel with variety and colorful programs that brings laugh, a ton.
From 10 to 11.30 I have no other options.
At
10 – Gags and Bags.
10.30 - Mr. Bean (My favorite)
11 – Takeshi’s Castle.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
It’s about “The Last Breath”
It’s about “The Last Breath”
I started on the working of “The Last Breath”, visualizing it’s to be the confluence of the dead and the live.
I got the inspiration today on my routine walk towards my office in the morning about 11. I lost my conscious all of a sudden while taking my last breath. Still alive I am!
Indeed it was a powerful experience.
Here of course I have to work from the darkness. Most the last breath’s happen near to the shadow of the dark. It holds the cosmic variance of the atmospheric motions. Like a comet “The Breath” is flying over the shadows of the palaces made of pure gold.
Why pure gold? I doubted here, shall the palace made up of human bones and skulls of the long lasting victims of the holy wars?
Is it a near death experience? Some times it is yes and sometimes its not.
Shall I put the background bit a silent, bought from the veins of millions of souls taken re-birth from their past invaluable lives? Still they want to try their next evaluations by taking new births, so waiting for another and another up to where?
Does “The Last Breath” has an answer to the immortals? Wish it to be.
Days are going and the springs are coming. But “The Last Breath” holds his breath. It’s sudden, like an unexpected rain or a drizzle in a hot summer.
At last it remembers me again and again that I am going to cross the last point of my madness.
Monday, March 05, 2007
Jerry's Scrap
Im now staying in a forestlike area in pattanamtitta district with a sannyasi, swami satswaroopananda. Its almost forest here. He is really a great guy, very interesting. He used to wander for many years in himalaya and forests. He has a great knowledge on medicines, healing, upanishads, yoga, pranayama, meditation and lots of other subjects. No electricity, no range (mobile), no bathroom here... Its quite an experience for me... I have to bath in nature, totally new to me hehe. Im very much enjoying here. Total silence. He is teaching me some pranayama and treating my bowel problems. According to him i have ulser in the bowels and it will take 3 months to heal, since i have it already for many years.
I couldnt check my email or orkut for the last 6 days. Thats the reason for my late reply, sorry. Wish you a great weekend
May God Bless you
Om namah shivaya
Jerry
Friday, March 02, 2007
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Don't waste food






"I felt very fortunate to live in this part of the world. I promise I will never waste my food no matter how bad it can taste and how full I may be. I promise not to waste water. I pray that this little boy be alleviated from his suffering.
I pray that we will be more sensitive towards the suffering in the world around us and not be blinded by our own selfish nature and interests. I hope this picture will always serve as a reminder to us about how fortunate we are and that we must never ever take things for granted.
Think & look at this...when you complain about your food and the food we waste daily...
" MAY ALL BEINGS BE FREE FROM SUFFERING!!!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Be happy ............always
We can love the infinite in all & thus we can find joy in all.
Be Happy Always....
Friday, February 23, 2007
Poetry by Mother Teresa
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight:
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
(This poem was written by Mother Teresa and is engraved on the wall of her home for children in Calcutta.)
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Helpless
Monday, February 19, 2007
Look at to me
and fix their gaze on a star,
the soul gets anchored in the
depth where God is dreaming".
Friday, February 16, 2007
Wish You All A Happy Shivarathri
Care your Heart
Here was a chat, arranged by WIPRO for its employees, with Dr.Devi Shetty, Narayana Hrudayalaya (Heart Specialist)
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Qn: What are the five thumb rules for a layman to take care of his heart?
Ans:
1. Diet - Less of carbohydrate, more of protein, less oil
2. Exercise - Half an hour's walk, at least five days a week; avoid lifts and avoid sitting for a longtime
3. Quit smoking
4. Control weight
5. Control blood pressure and sugar
Qn: Is eating non-veg food (fish) good for the heart?
Ans: No
Qn: It's still a grave shock to hear that some apparently healthy person gets a cardiac arrest. How do we understand it in perspective?
Ans: This is called silent attack; that is why we recommend everyone past the age of 30 to undergo routine health checkups.
Qn: Are heart diseases hereditary?
Ans: Yes
Qn: What are the ways in which the heart is stressed? What practices do you suggest to de-stress?
Ans: Change your attitude towards life. Do not look for perfection in everything in life.
Qn: Is walking better than jogging or is more intensive exercise required to keep a healthy heart?
Ans: Walking is better than jogging since jogging leads to early fatigue and injury to joints .
Qn: You have done so much for the poor and needy. What has inspired you to do so?
Ans: Mother Theresa, who was my patient.
Qn: Can people with low blood pressure suffer heart diseases?
Ans: Extremely rare
Qn: Does cholesterol accumulates right from an early age (I'm currently only 22) or do you have to worry about it only after you are above 30
years of age?
Ans: Cholesterol accumulates from childhood.
Qn: How do irregular eating habits affect the heart?
Ans: You tend to eat junk food when the habits are irregular and your body's enzyme release for digestion gets confused.
Qn: How can I control cholesterol content without using medicines?
Ans: Control diet, walk and eat walnut.
Qn: Can yoga prevent heart ailments?
Ans: Yoga helps.
Qn: Which is the best and worst food for the heart?
Ans: Best food is fruits worst are oil.
Qn: Which oil is better - gingili, groundnut, sunflower, saffola, olive?
Ans: All oils are bad; the so-called best oil company has the largest marketing budget.
Qn: What is the routine checkup one should go through? Is there any specific test?
Ans: Routine blood test to ensure sugar, cholesterol is ok. Check BP, Treadmill test after an echo.
Qn: What are the first aid steps to be taken on a heart attack?
Ans: Help the person into a sleeping position, put an aspirin tablet under the tongue with a sorbitrate tablet if available, and rush him to
a coronary care unit since the maximum casualty takes place within the first hour.
Qn: How do you differentiate between pain caused by a heart attack and that caused due to gastric trouble?
Ans: Extremely difficult without ECG.
Qn: What is the main cause of a steep increase in heart problems amongst youngsters? I see people of about 30-40 yrs of age having heart attacks
and serious heart problems.
Ans: Increased awareness has increased incidents. Also, edentary lifestyles, smoking,junk food, lack of exercise in a country where
people are genetically three times more vulnerable for heart attacks than Europeans and Americans.
Qn: Is it possible for a person to have BP outside the normal range of 120/80 and yet be perfectly healthy?
Ans: Yes.
Qn: Marriages within close relatives can lead to heart problems for the child. Is it true?
Ans : Yes, co-sanguinity leads to congenital abnormalities and you may not have a software engineer as a child
Qn: Many of us have an irregular daily routine and many a times we have to stay late nights in office. Does this affect our heart? What
precautions would you recommend?
Ans : When you are young, nature protects you against all these irregularities. However, as you grow older, respect the biological clock.
Qn: Will taking anti-hypertensive drugs cause some other complications (short / long term)?
Ans : Yes, most drugs have some side effects. However, modern anti-hypertensive drugs are extremely safe.
Qn: Will consuming more coffee/tea lead to heart attacks?
Ans : No.
Qn: Are asthma patients more prone to heart disease?
Ans : No.
Qn: How would you define junk food?
Ans : Fried food like
dosas.
Qn: You mentioned that Indians are three times more vulnerable. What is the reason for this, as Europeans and Americans also eat a lot of junk
food?
Ans : Every race is vulnerable to some disease and unfortunately, Indians are vulnerable for the most expensive disease.
Qn: Does consuming bananas help reduce hypertension?
Ans : No.
Qn: Can a person help himself during a heart attack (Because we see a lot of forwarded emails on this)?
Ans : Yes. Lie down comfortably and put an aspirin tablet of any description under the tongue and ask someone to take you to the nearest
coronary care unit without any delay and do not wait for the ambulance since most of the time, the ambulance does not turn up.
Qn: Do, in any way, low white blood cells and low hemoglobin count lead to heart problems?
Ans : No. But it is ideal to have normal hemoglobin level to increase your exercise capacity.
Qn: Sometimes, due to the hectic schedule we are not able to exercise. So, does walking while doing daily chores at home or climbing the stairs
in the house, work as a substitute for exercise?
Ans : Certainly. Avoid sitting continuously for more than half an hour and even the act of getting out of the chair and going to another chair
and sitting helps a lot.
Qn: Is there a relation between heart problems and blood sugar?
Ans: Yes. A strong relationship since diabetics are more vulnerable to heart attacks than non-diabetics.
Qn: What are the things one needs to take care of after a heart operation?
Ans : Diet, exercise, drugs on time. Control cholesterol, BP, weight.
Qn: Are people working on night shifts more vulnerable to heart disease when compared to day shift workers?
Ans : No.
Qn: What are the modern anti-hypertensive drugs?
Ans : There are hundreds of drugs and your doctor will chose the right combination for your problem, but my suggestion is to avoid the drugs
and go for natural ways of controlling blood pressure by walk, diet to reduce weight and changing attitudes towards lifestyles.
Qn: Does dispirin or similar headache pills increase the risk of heart attacks?
Ans : No.
Qn: Why is the rate of heart attacks more in men than in women?
Ans : Nature protects women till the age of 45.
Qn: How can one keep the heart in a good condition?
Ans : Eat a healthy diet, avoid junk food, exercise everyday, do not smoke and, go for a health checkup if you are past the age of 30 for at
least once in two yrs. And work very hardand Enjoy urLife...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Words of Wisdom
when you feel unwanted,
when you feel sick and forgotten,
remember you are precious to God.
He loves you.
Show that love for one another - Mother Teresa
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Power of Prayer - My Experience
What a Wonderful Experience...
Friday, February 09, 2007
Friendship
More old more strong................
More deep more clear...................
More close more warm................
Less words more understanding...............
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Happy Weekend
Look outside
See the sun smiling at you
The birds are singing for you
The leaves are dancing for you
Wish you all a very HAPPY WEEKEND
Friday, January 26, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Beautiful Dreamer
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away!
Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song,
List while I woo thee with soft melody;
Gone are the cares of life's busy throng.
Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!
Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!
Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea,
Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie;
Over the streamlet vapors are borne,
Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn.
Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart,
E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea;
Then will all clouds of sorrow depart,
Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!
By : Stephen Foster
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I FOUND EVERYTHING
In the search for truth, I discovered love.
In the search for love, I discovered God.
And in God, I have found everything.
Friday, January 19, 2007
Read as fast as you can
yaeh and I awlyas tghuoht slpeling was ipmorantt!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Waves
Not because they RISE and FALL,
But because each time they FALL,
They never fail to RISE AGAIN.
Monday, January 15, 2007
My Lord
The body's pranas are Your attendants, the body Your home:
THe sequence of enjoyment of sensory objects is Your worship and sleep Your samadhi.
All my movement is Your circumbulation.
All praise is Your hymns;
Whatever karmas I may perform, O' Happiness-Bestower, I offer them all withour exception, to You as my worship.
Om Namah Shivaya.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
H-E-L-L-O
H - How are you;
E - Everything all right;
L - Like to see you;
L - Like to hear from you;
O - Obviously miss you.
So a big HELLO....
Courtesy - Jerry's SMS
Friday, January 05, 2007
Bhagavad Gita
[Chapter 12 Verse 12]
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Mother

"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell
"MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me.
Howard Johnson (c. 1915)
Monday, January 01, 2007
Happy New Year
Let all your old be fade away, let your New comings cast this Day.
May your past be lost in abyss and your future will be filled with a bliss.
Even though we might've learned much, with wisdom that 2006 offered bunch;
but that would mean we lost our yearn for we still have much to learn.
So I pray for your endless flame to know more each day, and let your continuing quest may bring every New Day.
I wish you a Happy and Healthful New Year everybody!



















